Why do I have odd ual fantasies?

It sounds to me like as you get older you are opening your mind more to the idea that there is no right or wrong in . I think you are curious about things. Your ual fantasies are probably more of a way of exploring things in general than really what you want. It is just that since these things were once taboo to you, you are having a hard time fitting them in with your more open minded view of . I think you just just relax and realize that these are just normal things that a curious adult who is just exploring their own uality is going to examine and think about. I don't think this makes you a pervert at all.